Just me

2011-04-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

Its been a very long while since I last posted, and this blog could have been forgotten alr.

Idk, but i just seem to have broken down at the moment that i realised, i may not be able to play basketball anymore.

it seemed so hard for me to accept that i am facing this crisis at this moment, when, my tears start to flow out. and i cant seem to find the way or the plan.

my dreams about special ops, my passion about basketball, seem have to shattered at the moment the ball is no longer on my hands.

-Ernest, an Ernest who does not have basketball anymore.

2011-01-12T15:13:00.001+08:00

That lil feeling,

still linger at the corner of my heart.

~ernest

2011-01-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

Worry not~~
As you walk with Him,
He have never failed you,
for He is Jesus,
for you, is who He gave his blood to.

Always believe, believe in everything you do, believe in yourself,

Dont worry if any one would ever be your friend, cause, how hard you try, someone at the end of the day, will be waiting for you to be his friend.

-Ernest, Yaoxuan, Yao for the emperor sage, Xuan for profound.

2010-12-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

幸福不滅 - Show Luo

-Ernest, my bliss will come in another form. :)

2010-12-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

On the days that we know we are living,

No matter how much have the days been difficult,

No matter how much grudges we have for a person

When it comes to the gathering of friends,

How much I hope everyone can prepare their heart, and give their biggest present to everyone.

This song here is to remind those who spoil xMas, alright?

-Ernest, having been praying only for himself and his family, yet nothing for his friends, thats why, his friends are disputing.

2010-12-22T23:46:00.003+08:00

李聖傑-手放開

when you know, you gave in everything, it would be easier to give up the moment you know everything ended.

when you know, you gave nothing, regretting over it, makes you give it up more difficult.

-Ernest, learnt many from the trip, understood more from the trip.

2010-12-19T07:50:00.001+08:00

王力宏 - 你不知道的事 ,

Lyrics :
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事
我飞行但你坠落之际
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
多的是你不知道的事
盘旋在你看不见的高空里

-Ernest, 多的是你不知道的事 //~

2010-12-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

江南 By JJ Lin:

Lyrics,
风到这里就是黏黏住过客的思念
雨到了这里缠成线缠著我们流连人世间
你在身边就是缘缘分写在三生石上面
爱有万分之一甜宁愿我就葬在这一点
圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我
深深看你的脸生气的温柔埋怨的温柔的脸

不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们
都以为相爱就像风云的善变
相信爱一天抵过永远在这一刹那冻结了时间
不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
还以为殉情只是古老的传言
离愁能有多痛痛有多浓
当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
心碎了才懂

-Ernest, 心碎了才懂, only when your perfect heart gets shattered, your trust for the one you say you love, becomes so minimum.

2010-12-15T16:35:00.001+08:00

那女孩對我說 - Huang Yida

Lyrics:

心很空天很大雲很重
我恨孤單卻趕不走

捧著她的名子
她的喜怒哀樂
往前走多久了

一個人心中只有一個寶貝
久了之後她變成了眼淚
淚一滴在左手凝固成為寂寞
往回看有什麼

那女孩對我說
說我保護她的夢
說這個世界
對她這樣的不多

她漸漸忘了我
但是她並不曉得
遍體鱗傷的我
一天也沒再愛過

那女孩對我說
說我是一個小偷
偷走她的回憶
塞進我的腦海中

我不需要自由
只想背著她的夢
一步步向前走
她給的永遠不重

-Ernest, how true to know that this is is unfair.

2010-12-15T14:28:00.001+08:00

浪漫手机 - Jay Chou (周杰伦)

轻轻放
我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量
想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香
这夜晚让暗恋很有画面感
回想
与你约会过的地方
都舍不得删
在脑海里储存欣赏

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习萤幕上你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短讯的桥梁将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养
在虚拟土壤

电视墙吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃声
有一些话打好了却不敢传
怕收到讯息的你在为难
街道上人潮衬托我的孤单
想象谁幸运的陪在你身旁
却误会一场
你也在等你手机响

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习萤幕上你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短讯的桥梁将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养
在虚拟土壤

-Ernest, what a way to fall in love. :)

2010-12-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

Jason Donovan - Too many broken hearts

Lyrics:

Last night you talked about leaving,
I said I can't let you go
It's not just emotional feeling
I need your body and soul

You give me one good reason to leave me
I'll give you ten good reasons to stay
You're the only one I believe in
I'll be hurt; I'll be hurt, if you walked away

(Chorus)

Too many broken hearts in the world
There's too many dreams can be broken in two
Too many broken hearts in the world
So I won't give up the fight for you

The world is full of lonely people
Who never held onto love
Last night I tried to reach you
But somehow it wasn't enough

So I said, can't you wait any longer
I'll give you all that a lover should give
It ain't my pride but my love that is stronger
I'll be hurt; I'll be hurt, if you walked away

You give me one good reason to leave me
I'll give you ten good reasons to stay
You're the only one I believe in
I'll be hurt; I'll be hurt, if you walked away

-Ernest, when the innocent heart of ours get broken, the only way to salvage, is to find for a heart, who could keep your broken heart filled with happiness, that's when, life isn't perfect, but it feels perfect.

2010-12-13T19:34:00.002+08:00

S.H.E - 安靜了

Lyrics:
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人結婚進行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河裡
爱我还是爱你你选择了自己

撒嬌的可爱的黏人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够給我

你说我給你太多却不能給我什么
分不清激情承诺永恆或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后溫柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安靜了在我枕邊的梦裡
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一努力就有結局

撒嬌的可爱的黏人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
臉頰的淚还溫熱却沒有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脫让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够給我

你说我給你太多却不能給我什么
分不清激情承诺永恆或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后溫柔是因为我太爱你

2010-12-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

TANK - 我們小時候 MV

Lyrics:

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸
回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我老了
小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸
回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我老了
回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼睛就能感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候
现在的你不再想我
这个时候我老了

-Ernest, 离开了我们小时候, 也许你找到一个人为你守候

2010-12-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

斷了的弦曲：周傑倫

詞：方文山

編：斷了的弦

斷了的弦再怎麼練我的感覺你已聽不見
你的轉變像斷掉的線再怎麼接音都不對你的改變我能夠分辨

我沈默你的話也不多我們之間少了什麼不說
哎唷微笑後表情終於有點難過握著你的手問你確定了再走

我突然釋懷的笑笑著盤旋半山腰
隨風在飄搖啊搖來到你的面前繞
你略籇馱U的掉說楣O住我的好我也彎起了嘴角笑

你的美已經給了誰追了又追我要不回
我瞭解離開樹的葉屬於地上的世界凋謝

斷了的弦再彈一遍我的世界你不在裡面
我的指尖已經彈出繭還是無法留你在我身邊

斷了的弦再怎麼練我的感覺你已聽不見
你的轉變像斷掉的弦再怎麼接音都不對你的改變我能夠分辨

2010-12-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

i sweared to treat you like a princess,
but it seemed that, it cannot never be fulfilled anymore.

cause my speed on the track, is getting faster and faster,
and i see another light for me that might just magnet my heart.

-Ernest, with every beat of my heart,
i have done my best.

2010-12-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

Title: All-4-One - I Swear

Artist: All-4-One

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

2010-12-09T00:49:00.001+08:00

It End Tonight Lyrics
Artist(Band):The All-American Rejects

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight,
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

2010-12-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

never say out what you want to let go.
cause the moment you say it out,
you show weakness to let it come back again.

the best is to never say anything, and pretend like as if things have passed, and you're a new person.

how much does ily cost? nth but just the words from the heart.
it is priceless when it comes from the heart, worthless from the tongue.

when you do not believe in the fairy tale im believing, it just simply means, we were never meant to be.

-Ernest, i dont wanna know, my heart can't take it anymore.

2010-12-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

"I Don't Wanna Know"
(feat. P. Diddy)

[P. Diddy - talking]
Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin' this mixtape right now
Now back to what I was sayin

[Verse 1 - Mario Winans]
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Verse 2 - Mario Winans]
Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Break - Mario Winans]
Did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

[Verse 3 - P. Diddy]
I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra G's (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

2010-12-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

I'm sick and tired of people, who lust on the greeds of the interaction.

-Ernest.

2010-11-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

Its the end of November already. A story that I got stucked in is finally ending. With the little bits of those feelings not wanting to leave, I'm still trying my best to keep myself up, and get going.

I believe, everyone, has stories they have to live in. They have stories that they can't get out of, and can't leave them. Everyone have fairytales they dream of living in.

But these fairytales, can only come true, if you and your partner ever believe them.

yesidobelieveit
-Ernest, its been so long i've came back to here.

2010-11-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

understands that, even when i told my heart, i would be contented with the present, nonetheless, the heart is still greedy, it still yearns for more, more time with the loved one, more time with her.

but, sometimes, it cant be forced upon, and this feeling can only be prisoned in me.

2010-10-10T09:52:00.001+08:00

I feel like a timebomb,

I might just blow off anytime.

Imagine the way I feel

2010-10-06T00:07:00.001+08:00

the taste of getting betrayed/cheated isn't any nice.

the intuition of getting betrayed once again, is worse.

the moment of getting betrayed, is the moment, whereby everything, becomes an illusion

2010-10-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

third day after my 18th year. these days, or, rather, this whole year, made a big change in my life, never the less, i believed, every one has a change in every part of their life.

a life that changes is a life,
a life that doesn't change, is nothing but an object.

2010-09-26T02:39:00.002+08:00

1 song, 2 parts, 3 ways, 4 lyrics.

2010-09-20T15:15:00.001+08:00

Start a brand new life.

Happy me :)

2010-09-14T02:28:00.002+08:00

Troubles are enough.

A talk, made it multiply after subtractions and additions here and there, followed by a power.

Why are troubles so mystically beautiful, it makes someone grow, it makes people feel uneasy.

Like how will all these happen, I really want to seek something more than troubles.

2010-08-29T01:29:00.003+08:00

i felt enraged right now.

this whole thing that is going on for so long,

taste the feelings of being a nobody,

everyone makes mistakes, but dont repeat it over and over again to hurt someone else.

you want friends? then why choose to accept me back then.

i was wrong to make that decision back then,

and im so lost right now, not knowing what to do.

2010-08-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

ever felt sour, no matter what happens?

i kinda felt,

i hid away from the fact,

i ran away after that,

then now, im back to find it, with the me that i always want to be.

2010-08-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

the forgotten memories gets restarted all over again.

is our story supposed to restart too? or it is time, that a new story comes in.

2010-08-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

三个心愿 - F.I.R.

My first wish, that would have been yours, now, is to make myself a happier man

my second wish, that would have been yours, now, is to make me a better man

my last, that would have been yours, now, is to let myself fall in love with.

2010-08-13T23:39:00.005+08:00

i guess, you already forgotten our our diary.

whenever i thought my decision was wrong, i took a closer step, and you stood even further.

whenever i insist my decision, i step back, and you made me waiver.

in one more month, and there starts the forgotten memories between us.

so much of me for being so naive, so much of me for being so stupid.

'if ever, there were pictures between us, i would take it to burn it,'

Pictures to burn - Taylor Swift

2010-07-27T01:09:00.002+08:00

i guessed, its be a while that i've updated yea?

well. if you're my reader, i believe you guys should know this is my only place that i can leave all my feelings behind.

so much for this year, kinda feels like everything is against me. and i dislike the feeling of being opposed, yet also dislike the feeling of loneliness, and a no body.

this year, i've shed too much tears, so much that my eyes hurts each moment. i really hope that i wouldn't be the me i am now. i dislike the me living now.

2010-07-11T01:57:00.002+08:00

lust
greed
sloth
gluttony
envy
pride
wrath

who hasn't fallen into any of this pit?

i did.
into many, but not all,
not none, but some.

one day, if ever..

2010-07-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

i guess,
memories are getting erased while im talking,

lil sweetness in everything became sour within seconds.

my first step taken was the hurting one,
the second one was the challenging one,
the third was the impossible one,
right now, im on the step that takes me flight.

2010-07-03T10:23:00.001+08:00

had a dream yest,

where does dreams come from?

do they at times, mean several things and emotion?

i had a bad dream, a dream that makes me feel like regretting my decision.

my decision was giving up, yet my dreams tells me not to.

is it a challenge to how strong my decision is, or is it an advice?

2010-06-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

when you feel that you're suffering the most, believe that someone is suffering more.

when you feel that you're giving up, believe that someone is not giving, though their yearn to give up is stronger.

one day, if you even realise, you keep letting something slipped away, you'll realise, you'll gonna realise letting it slip forever.

what happens when i take a step further away from you?

2010-06-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

how much will you do to get something?
how much will you give up to get something?

i will do everything/ anything.
i would give up everything and anything.

2010-06-09T10:23:00.001+08:00

guess it's been awhile i've updated.

hmm, holidays, been having loads of fun and also loads of studying.

well, monday is another exam, let's buck up people, we need more time!!!

give me more time please.

2010-05-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

what is the love are you looking for between both of us?

we've been dragging too long,

therefore,i want an answer to whatever that i give.

i dont want us to continue dragging like as if we have all the time in the world.

if its other people, i would put time and effort into it,

but because its you,

whom already disappoint me so much,

i fear to put in more time and effort.

it will just hurt me again with the downfall that you probably throw at me.

2010-05-29T22:58:00.001+08:00

Holidays! :)

2010-05-28T16:49:00.001+08:00

Kissin You by Miranda Cosgrove

Sparks fly
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Walls of made sure
I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

2010-05-24T15:14:00.002+08:00

if i never met you in my life, i wouldn't have experience those little happy things.

if i never met you in my life, i wouldn't have been stuck with love for so long.

yet, after meeting you for so long, i still don't know what you exactly want at the end of the day.

i dont talk, because i am running.
i dont solve it, because i can't w my own hands
i am so helpless, because you're probably too much for me to handle.

change me, change my life, change you, change your life.

2010-05-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

this never ponder upon me.
my smiles are wider without worries of you.
my laughters are louder without the thoughts of you.

maybe someone could have be a better one in my life than you.

the answer to myself, is still a dk,
i try to look for an answer.

i know i am escaping from it, but if i dont,
everything will just repeat itself,
i'll just keep hurting myself with the illusions in my mind.

i rather run than get disappointed each time i wait.

2010-05-22T08:05:00.002+08:00

爱一直存在 - 梁文音
Lyrics,

梁文音-爱一直存在
那天我扬起帆

想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来

天空一样蔚蓝

却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想 say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在

站在你的门外

我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想 say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想 say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱　都在

爱一直存在

I dont wish to say goodbye
我從來都不說不，不是因為我願意，是因為我愛你.
我從來都不生氣，不是因為我沒有脾氣，是因為我愛你 .
我從來都不哭，不是因為我沒有眼淚, 是因為我愛你.

2010-05-19T23:07:00.002+08:00

i feel lonely now, like though, my road down is left only me. and no one else.

lone. ly. lone. ly.
being alone, yet ly-ing is so difficult. people say, love without rewards, yet, i expect so much,

what is love actually.

2010-05-19T19:00:00.002+08:00

my days has been spoiling so much recently, have to triple work hard for my school now, tsktsk.

teachers becomes a problem,
time becomes limited,
work becomes a pile
i becomes a zombie.

tsk. :(

2010-05-18T22:40:00.001+08:00

i feel so sick these days,

nauseous, headache, weak limbs, blah blah blah,

god, please drop something that will relieve me. :D

iamnotlivingwell.

2010-05-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GE9w7rjeHaE

This MV, it is a nice MV, by Liang Wen Ying.

there is no loved in dictionary, cause, when you start loving someone, you can't stop doing so.

只要两个人手牵手，
就有办法让时间倒流。

studies, tmr, im gonna go study, needa chiong my studying ==,
Curcuit analysis, pwned.

2010-05-15T04:16:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to the person who tagged my blog most recently. LOLs.

give you chance la hor, give you something long.

well, its already 4.16 in the morning. and, i got to wake up at 8 for "training". dots..

its gonna be some tiring day for tmr, a saturday that is supposed to be my rest day.

you're going a faraway place from me, and i dont know why im feeling so weird inside. ==

well, play dota rocksZXCZXCZXC.

lols, wassup with the ZXC.. ..

have you guys watched annoying orange? you guys should go watch, "WASSUP"!
HEY, HEY APPLE!. :D

if ever, someone gives you a chance,
cherish it,

if ever, someone hesitates to give you a chance,
dont take it,

if ever, someone refuses to give you a chance,
fight for it,

if ever, there's no one to give you a chance,
give yourself a chance.

-ERNEST, is gonna be voided within these weekends.

2010-05-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

ever thought why people often helplessly lose out to fate itself.?

ever thought why i often helplessly lose out to you,

i am losing out to you = i going all out to lose you.

my heart says that, you should start panicking.

2010-05-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

我好想你，
几乎你好像消失。

心好不自在。
心好想大声说，

我好爱你
我好想你
:(

2010-05-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

when you're the one who's loving the other one more.
you wouldn't have the "i hate you now".

because you love her too much.

same here.

i hate your approach,

it haven't even happen,

why give up?

2010-05-08T17:18:00.001+08:00

爱我别走，by 周杰伦。

Don't leave if you do love me.

2010-05-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

am i bound with the chains of yours?

my dreams are shackles heavily to those of yours.

2010-05-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

i bet you definitely think i am a jerk right now.

i just exploded all over you.

yes, im a jerk, okay.
im a bastard so on and so forth.

-ERNEST, not happy, bu shuang.

2010-05-02T09:14:00.002+08:00

what if, the one you like, tells you to like someone else.

what kind of feeling will that be?

in my dreams, i see you,
in my mind, i hear you,
in my heart, i can't find you anymore.

如果我只剩下最后一口气，
我会说，
我爱你

2010-05-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

if someone wants to change his heart,

how long will it take?

if someone wants to leave,

how long will you hold on to her?

the answer, i dontknow, cause, i feel like, im not really the type of guy that i really thought i am. what if the "her" in my life changes?

been thinking about it so much recently, "iloveyou", "imissyou". how much can these mean? without it, will you die? will you suffer? why?

sometimes, you realise, the reason is not satisfactory. because people dont dare to face up to the truth.

是习惯，还是喜欢？

2010-04-25T21:03:00.001+08:00

you're one of my dreams,
yet i just let you go.

i am taking a risk right now,
i feel so scared of the consequences.

2010-04-25T14:37:00.002+08:00

when you realise, you need to find a calm feeling,

you realise, you'll start to panic more.

i dont know why am i panicking now, in my heart, it beating faster and faster.

2010-04-22T08:44:00.002+08:00

Guessed, this is the only place i can leave my thought behind in memories, cause, i would forget whatever that will come. zz

now, i feel sucky, *only comes to blog when i am down*

zzz. though things between me and her is alot, and the feeling towards any setback is getting no where to pierce me, but, it still do prick alittle.

people say,
those who can really hurt you, are the ones who you trust/care most.

2010-04-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

the words that sound the simplest, often are the words that has the most meaning.

the words that are the hardest to speak, often are the words that do not lie.

when we look back in the time we spent of our lives,

we never failed to regret things,

we then learn how to stand after falling,

learn how to protect ourselves from any external harm.

but even so, you never fail to penetrate my heart with your words,
making me so helpless

2010-04-12T19:02:00.001+08:00

yo people!

okay, im now at joseph house...

recently been playing basketball, basketball hasn't been good, not having alot of mood to blog or whatever,

so do i have no mood to reply some lame tags, i'll return tags if i need to. :)

see ya ya peeople!

-ERNEST. *trying to stay happy anywhere out of basketball life.

2010-04-10T03:28:00.002+08:00

Baby, by Justin Bieber

Lyrics:

Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah
You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever-ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
"We're just friends"
What are you sayin?
said theres another and looked right in eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

oh oh
For you, I would have done whatever
And I just cant believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me
and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

I'm going down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around

And I'm like,
Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Luda, When I was thirteen, I had my first love
There was nobody that compaired to my baby
And nobody came between us
that could ever come above
She had me going crazy
Oh I was starstruck
She woke me up daily
Don't need no Starbucks
She make my heart pound[wwwhhhooo]
and skip a beat when I see her in the street
and, At school, on the playground
But I really wanna see her on a weekend
She knows she got me dazing
Cuz she was so amazing
And now, my heart is breakin'
But I just keep on sayin'..

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby oooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, ooh
I'm gone

--------------------------------------------------------

i thought you'd always be mine,

i hope you would always be mine, only mine.

2010-04-09T12:10:00.002+08:00

has a sudden rush, a hunger to play ball now, but whenever, i go to the basketball court, this hunger tends to be covered up by some other feelings, feelings that, either i am not supposed to have, or i can't do anything about...

For your information, it suck.

my heart feels so empty whenever you're not in my grasp,

my arms feels so weak whenever you're ain't by my side,

my mind feels so confused whenever you're somewhere else,

i feel so helpless, whenever...

-ERNEST

2010-04-06T22:39:00.002+08:00

sometimes, im so sick of actions, so sick of it that, it make me feel like not interacting with it.

im tired all of these masks,

these masks are useless when you're up close with them in situations.

right now, my smile, ain't on my face, hard to surface it, i can't even pull a fucking smile in my face.

_l_

2010-04-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes, we have to put on a mask that we do not wish to.

well, recently been very tired, energy level been fluctating between sleeping level and going to sleep level.

2010-04-03T09:25:00.001+08:00

today, i've got a bad start . zz,

getting some aches from my arm, then a bad cough, a slight headache, wtf man, everything is hitting me. zz

f.

2010-04-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

the kind of trust i meant here, isn't what you think as the trust, it is difficult to explain, maybe, one day, when you realise you cannot trust alot of people, that's the trust i meant.

enough of that trust things, people might just keep, this ERNEST is a chimology guy, woohoo!

heh, can anyone help me out with my keyboard..., its pissing me off...

lol, okay, today had some bad games, and some great, wo yao da shi ge, lols. they made my dream came true, heh, learn some new stuffs from a new guy that came to fragrant, hopefully i remember to use them on this coming sunday, sunday is teckwhye day again!!. :)

2010-04-01T08:13:00.002+08:00

Today's april fool, maybe today is one of the few days i'll be smile so brightly.

*doesn't know how to continue*,

2010-03-31T23:24:00.003+08:00

f the weather recently alright, its spoiling my mood, and my hobbies, though i wanna go down to play at timezone, play my initial D, as i could get my head off whenever i initial D, it rock.

hmmm, actually, in my life, there are only few people that i really trust, who, i shan't say, but, whenever im alone, the only things i trust is the basketball and my initial D machine, cause they are the kind of things that get me out. they are probably the most trusted ones in my life, other than my friends.

you're the most important and trusted one in my life, yet, it seem like spaces between us gets bigger every now and then.

-ERNEST ,

~~~

2010-03-30T10:09:00.002+08:00

inbetween today, and yesterday, everyone would probably experience something that they might have already forgotten, one thing that they would be left stunned when they move on with life.

dreams, somehow, they never seem to fail to tell me secrets, secrets that even im afraid of, afraid of knowing what it is, afraid of not knowing when will it happen, afraid of not knowing how to prevent it. i could only helplessly stand back and wait for these moment to happen, at that split second which it happen, my mind would enter into a feared state.

last night, i've got a dream, this dream, seem to have bring me back into the past, when i see my friends in the secondary school pe attire, who, i dunnoe. zz. now my head is hurting, trying to decipher this crap. zz

but i got an instinct that, it is jsut another bad dream, though i dont feel sad or angry but weird.

-Ernest, my heart is so heavy, it might just burst like a balloon

*got a feeling that, i've been secretly crying in my sleep, my eyes hurts.*

2010-03-29T12:27:00.002+08:00

i've got so much things on my head, that i dont even know which one to cry out first, and, my tears are slowly dampening my eyes, my feeling is stirring my emotions.

my heart is crying.

2010-03-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

sometimes, in our life, when we make mistakes, we often neglect it because it's mistake on some unimportant details, but, when you realise, these little little unimportant details are actually the crucial factors of the fate of a certain thing, you'll realise, its too late, for any correction, but only amends, then you realise, you probably already lost this thing, when you thought its coming closer.

these mistakes will then change you, to make you make these unimportant details important, hence, changing you into a better one.

here, i would only want to say, imreallysorry. zzz

-Ernest

2010-03-24T15:38:00.002+08:00

guessed, im getting happier recently, for dunnoe what reasons, zz,

hmm, but it definitely feels better ah,

sometimes, things ain't in the hands of yours.

2010-03-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

when things are really changing, you wouldn't really be able to see the differences, got, when you see the difference, that's where things stop its progress.

well, wore out my right arm, as though it is like one side of my shoes, able to only function at minimum limits, now it hurts like ... zz

nvm, its alright, time will heal the right arm, in the meantime, i'll be kobe bryant, train my left hand, hahas, left hand might just not fail me these days, hahas!, people, jiayou eh.!!

2010-03-21T09:10:00.002+08:00

wow, today's mood is great, maybe its because of some random stuffs, HAHAS,

gonna go out soon, to bukit panjang and teckwhye to play ball, and bringing one newbie there too, LOLs, and that's weixin, okay, not very newbie in fragrant, but against new players, he might not be able to take the pressure, HAHAS, :D

-Ernest,

you've became a need in my life ever since you intruded my life.

2010-03-19T13:48:00.000+08:00

z
zz
zzz
zzzz
zzzzz
zzzzzz
zzzzzzz

the feeling of not being happy sucks.

BORED LIKE FUCK. today like pms, zz, mood sucks.

JUST FEEL LIKE SHOUTING FUCKYOU AT EVERYONE. zz

2010-03-18T14:40:00.003+08:00

like i said, sometimes, some people should just know where they stand, and dont try to even understand what situation am i in, alright? feels so much like im being pitied, zz.

you know who im talking about, so, BACK off alright,

zzz.

who knows, no one knows.

2010-03-18T03:19:00.002+08:00

thoughts been running through my mind, helplessly.

there's this thing i kinda feel so helpless, yet bears a grudge whenever it happens,

and it create a feeling in me, like sour, hurts, sad. zz

probably, no one knows uh?

been having weird dreams, weird body timing, everything, is going wrong, okay!!

and, sorry, i might gonna sound harsh, fierce or angry, but, K, ya, i know who you are, well, the problem here is, im trying to let go of whatever that is left, but, what i want isn't what is happening, my heart is standing like, strong, strong against everything that is trying to make this thing be gone, its not like i dont wanna let go, i cant, and i dunnoe why, im trying okay!

dont be like me, im a bad example... im kinda, no medicine can save person, trying my best already, really, i gurantee you, what i jsut said here, may not be enough for you to know how much i tried to let go, and how much is be repelled.. sorry, i know i kinda told you the same things you told me, though you seem to be doing well, i cant, at least for now,

really sorry.

the feeling ain't just a month or 2, but is more than what you can imagine, and it gonna take me a long time to let go, or maybe something might just make me change, something, maybe someone new in my life. i dunnoe, but, i can tell you, i've been trying, very hard, okay!!!!!!!!!!

maybe next time i'll ask you out, then we'll talk about it,

im sorry.

-ERNEST. tired, *can i have something that i want?*

2010-03-17T03:05:00.002+08:00

im talking to joseph on msn now, like 3am in the early morning...

talking about girls, girls girls girls. what to do leh?

first girl to come to my mind is humph... zz

trying my best alright! im really trying my best,

gonna start a new character, so i got a new heart for a new candidate lOls!

heh heh. say nia, ltr no actions, =.=

ya, i know, its been repeating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still getting flooded, like the dam of the river just broke, and its raining from the top of the mountain, all the way down right into my mind.

2010-03-16T11:33:00.002+08:00

things has been going very bad for me recently, zz

dont even feel like posting much today

*FUCK*

2010-03-15T14:58:00.002+08:00

faggot shit, my mind is not even working good today, being thinking about xxxxxxx

im not even reflecting on yesterday's games and fucking shit,
im feel so burned inside, like as feel, my intuition is telling me that,

something is gonna happen,
feel so insecured...! zzz

now how? what should i do,,,!@#

feel like going down to throw balls, at the same time, being afraid of allow my hands to be prone to injuries.. zz

feeling kinda sad, angry, regretful, not happy.!

*what should i do*

this question kept running through my mind, and coming out of my mouth every now and then. zz

im tired.

2010-03-15T01:50:00.003+08:00

had a full-basketball day on sunday, playing at bukit panjang, teck whye and fragrant, wow, all 3 places, made me had different experience, cool!!!, :D

very long never interact with different players, due to being stuck in woodlands, played with really good people in the morning, wow!!

whatever today's experiences are, it added on to my arsenal of experience, tired already...

some games went so easy, that, i even have time to think of other things...

iwanttogiveup
but, yethereimmissinghersomuch
canigetawin-winsituation?

zz, sad

Ernest, tired out for the day,

2010-03-12T12:09:00.003+08:00

fucking shit, woodgrove sec E learning day, my house is packed with idiots, like some pigs called wx, and one called kp who's coming ltr. then, got one giant in my house.. zz, on my bed, dunnoe if my bed will break with. then one of my brother's girlfriend coming, *one of them, talk like he alot nia, chey!* anyway, tell you all one secret, my bro physics sucks, newton second law also dunnoe,

f = ma, so easy he dont understand, well well, still say born in the blood, my chemistry own him. :)

well, some stupid smiles on wx saying i bomberman, cause i attempted to say, my chemistry own wx, though its true, but i'll keep it a secret. shhh, people, dont tell anyone ah. HAHAS

-Ernest, see ya peeps.!

2010-03-10T23:25:00.001+08:00

zz, well, my instinct, intuition or whatever, 6th sense, hmmm, really came true,

well, tried not to think too far already, but, it still happened, so...

ya, no choice, bo bian. stupid =.=

zz, now im feeling damn insecured, dunnoe why,

-Ernest, can tell me why? =.=

2010-03-09T16:26:00.003+08:00

zz, woke up late as usual today, like 10? hmmmm

freaking shit, having a freaking bad feeling now,

like something bad or disastrous gonna happen today?

hmmm, maybe at night play ball might get whack by some piak kia... =.=

dots, that's the closest i can link to, cause i shouted at one lao piak kia. LOL!

maybe still got somemore, but im trying not to link so far...

zzz it sucks, imagine your heart room has some burning feel.... IT SUCKS!

-Ernest, sign off with a mind of some fucking shit gonna happen,

*i really dont want any thing fucked up to happen*

otherwise the ***** would be broken.

2010-03-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

please do understand your stand, dont ask too much,

to be honest, you're getting on my nerves. so, you should know what to do,

shall not elaborate too much on what i meant. you understand then can already,

smiles on ernest face again, natural smiles, rather than fake smiles, my limbs are all injuried, both ankles sprained, with left arm strained and right arm nerve minimising my shooting. zz, im gettign a harsh time on basketball now, without a new pair of shoes and a brand new set of limbs if i can just change, but just hopefully my legs will recover, :)

heh,

evol, bye peoples. :D

2010-03-06T11:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday had some time to play ball,

looking back from when i started to play in that court,

memories flashes back between me and her,

smiles repeatly surfaced on my face,

then it nevertheless made me feel so regretful,

of making a decision that might prove me wrong.

zz, im bored, im alone.

-Ernest, i hate regretting,

2010-03-05T12:37:00.002+08:00

guessed i've not been updating recently right? ...

have to, got to, give up everything that i have.

now that i think back, there's this feeling that doesn't want me to give up.

but i've got to let go, rather than letting it repeat continuously.

it's gonna be hard from now on,

*can i choose not to let go?*

it is a decision from both side, even if one side doesn't want to,

i still have to let go?

not being the right one is always the reason.

-Ernest, already having the hard way since some days back.

sorry, for such a lousy post, even when i came back to update.

2010-02-19T14:22:00.002+08:00

nevertheless,
myheartoftensmileswithmessagesyousend,
guess, one person can smile in many different ways,
fake smiles,
just a smile,
sweet smile,
happy smile,

like alot uh?
but we often uses them in the different situations we are in,
like, to not let the one caring for us worry, we often give a fake smile, but usually doesn't work, if the someone knows you very well.
when people we don't really notice, or newly known friends, we would just give a smile to entertain or say hi to them.
a sweet smile is often hard to surface, unless the one we love/like replies us with something random that will trigger a smile in us.
happy smile is one smile that we pull off, through a long period, such as, when people see, they know you've already put on the smile since the start of the day, which kinda brighten everyone's day up.

today like got alot things to say. LOLs!.

have anyone thought of marriage at this age?,
HAHAS!,
well, i did, and,
one thought came through my mind,
"who is the best candidate as a partner?"
is it a close friend?
is it a relationship partner?
or could it be your best friend?

well, often, people would choose their relationship partner as their lifetime partner, yet, some, can choose their best friends as their lifetime partner, why?

I've thought a long while, and gave myself an answer, "those who chose their relationship partner to be their lifetime partner was because, the things they went through, made them such as, best friends kind, but much closer. but why do some choose their best friends as their lifetime partner? It's not because they are bisexual alright, :D, its because they believe, their best friends wouldn't betray them"

Alright, I feel my answer is very on the surface, okay, give me somemore time, i'll go dig more answer out of my genius brains. :x

2010-02-18T11:39:00.001+08:00

slept till freaking late today, 11am..

cool right? LOLS,

well, but im still very tired. hmmm..

im gonna play ball ltr, but no shoes. =.=

well, im bored. hahas. xD

Ernest, never fail to smile now.

2010-02-17T14:10:00.002+08:00

heyyyyooooo all my dear lil friends!
it has been a busy day & im eating noodles now!
ohmymy! eating 5 packets ya know! effing full!
no choice im a monster :D

okay i dunno what to post here.
i drink BACARDI GOLD & I LIKE IT HEH.

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byebye!

2010-02-15T11:10:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese Year,

Spent the first day at Malaysia.
Wow, had a great time,

but i don't know why im feeling some anxiety or fear in me.

dots...

This sucks.

nvm,

byes, loves his sweetie. XD

2010-02-13T09:47:00.002+08:00

Valentine's Day, like wow, this year is kinda a clash of the Valentine's and CNY, therefore, couples seem to have celebrate Valentine's in advance, like me, :D

Yesterday, I celebrated Valentine's with my sweetheart. Movie-ed Valentine's Day, and well, gave her a pair of mickey and minnie. XD. she gave me a chocolate ice cream-like cake which is so sweet, it tasted like herrrrrrrr. HAHAHS

thankyou so much for spending some thoughts in buying the cake.
maybe i'll just write a Valentine's speech huh?
let me think...

Valentine's this year was the first and probably the best? *well, of course la, only celebrated one time*
having a wonderful, funny, weirdest, on-off girlfriend,
was never any of my thoughts,
yet, you still penetrated into my heart,
saying so much,
you're just the best girlfriend ever,
iloveyou

2010-02-11T22:19:00.002+08:00

did i said i would upload some pictures of my hair? hmm, :D

HaHas

2010-02-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

like wow,
'helped someone'
im still so bothered by that loss.
thoughts like,
"why did i lost?"
"how did i lost?"
"what's wrong with me today?"
and realised, it was a lesson learnt
a hard lesson, yet accepted it painfully,
with that f loss to that...
i painfully craved another rule into my basketball,
"never to play with anger, it never helps"
"always play with a calm mind, and the best results surfaces"

always played well in the night,
ilovethenight,
im tired,
nights people
nights sweetie.

2010-02-07T03:22:00.002+08:00

im so confused,
out of a sudden,
is it possible for more than a girl to start changing your life?
idontknow.

or was it, so difficult for me to...

today, totally had a free mind while shopping,
uber spree,
spent 170 dollars,
on...
2 V neck T shirt
1 blazer
1 pair of white shoes
1 pair of jeans

why do i have a weird feeling right now?
so sorry

-Ernest, mixed feeling :(

2010-02-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

seen the 2 videos i posted? well, its a song called Haru Haru, in english, it meant, Day By Day.

look at the MV, its damn touching, the girl and the guy. OMG!. see le then you'll understand.

been putting alot of effort into basketball recently. TIRING DAYS!.
practising from jumps shots, to handling, to pressure control, and confidence.
conflicts here and there, even played from a friendly me, into a more fiercer me, not to rough play, but more of the scoring accurately. don't know why. :D. i'm gonna jiayou more!!!, basketball is giving me the kick again. muaHAHAHAHA.

injuried my hips and left wrist, though don't hurt so badly now, but more of affecting my shootings and my jumps. luckily, i'm NineTails. can heal fast fast. :D. JK LA!.

and ah, my bro keep making alot of noise, from donnoe what and what, then to another what what what. i'm tired alr.

My hair, its red is fadingofffffffffffffffffffffff
so cool!!!
brown, come soon alright.

think im going to hair treatment one of these days,
to let my soft hair come back!!!!.

i'm tired, im going to bed soon. nites peeps.